只是引语 让你看到纯真的邪恶 用婴儿般无辜的表情 勾魂摄魄

these days i was so tired and so busy
actually i enjoy busying
as i coudn't can't help remembering something
for the past i am reluctant to part with all the times
it isn't that i can't forget it
perhaps it is illusion

someone said he loved me no earring
someone said he loved me no makeup
someone said he loved me no high-heel shoe
someone said he loved me no perfume

what they want just was real me
so i'm afraid of betrayalling them
but lose myself
i even ignore what i want
who could give me a definition

so please don't close to me
you are not the fill-in
to someone i still don't know how to refuse
forgive me
if you'll leave in some day
please leave me alone from now on
whoever don't say anything and i'll go into hiding
leave me alone until i find what i want